So nervous **updated**

I gave birth to my son Tuesday morning, he developed jaundice and has been doing light therapy. Well today I'm getting discharged and his tests I'm 6 hours will determine if he'll come home with me. I want to throw up I'm so nervous I can't imagine not being able to take my son home with me.

Sorry just needed to get that out bc I'm a wreck.

Update

He gets to come home! His levels rose to 12.3 so they're sending us home with a biliblanket and have to come back tomorrow morning for another blood draw but as long as he's coming home with me today is all I care about.