So my bf now has cheated on me in the past and it hurt a lot, but now he’s really changed and it’s crazy to think now that he would do what he’s done in the past and he’s proven to me that he’s changed and that he’s became a better person and he’s really been so much more understanding and more communicating between us...but the thing is I can’t stop thinking of the shit and feel hurt all over again about even tho he’s done so much to prove himself and I just don’t know what to do, ik some of you feel like I’m being dumb or something, I don’t really have a lot of people to talk to so I came here in hopes I can get advice or talk to someone..I’ve had so much trust issue with family and past relationships and idk why I find it so hard to just let go of things that happened in the past but I can’t and I hurt myself just thinking that that really happened to me..idk