*tmi* a few questions! Weight related!

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Since I was about 13, I have been on the heavier side. I don’t eat too much junk food, but my metabolism has always been REALLY slow.

I have lupus and fibromyalgia, among other conditions.

Idk if those are related to weight.

I’m now 18, 250 lbs.

My heaviest weight ever.

I’m 5’5.

I’m so embarrassed about my weight but it’s hard to work out, because my muscles are normally always sore and I feel nauseous.

I’ve tried dieting, but that usually fails too, because I’m a picky eater.

I feel stuck.

I hate my body, and I know dieting and exercise are literally the only way to lose weight.

Idk what to do and it’s causing more harm than good!

I get bullied often, my family speaks on my weight often.

Tips?

Some of you are missing it, I said I have health issues, I know working out makes you sore, but it’s not a regular soreness, please understand that.❤️❤️❤️

Update**

Thank all of you, for just simple tips and such. I really appreciate you taking time out to help me out!❤️❤️❤️