HELP! I'm with my baby daddy but thinking about my first love

Tayler

I've recently gotten back in a relationship with the father of my daughter after we broke off our two year relationship. The months we weren't together, my first love got in contact with me and long story short we dated for a few weeks. A lot of stuff happened and he told me that it wasn't gonna work anymore and it really broke me. I know he loved me as deeply as I loved him but he never gave me an explanation on why things had to be this way. He hasn't talked to me since even though he said he still wanted us to be friends and after weeks of messaging him, he finally blocked me. I saw he got into another relationship a few days ago and it hurt to see that. I love the father of my child and sometimes he makes me happy and we haven't fought as much as we used to but I keep thinking about my first love and how much I really, really miss him. I had something with him that I don't have with my baby daddy. Is it wrong that I still feel this way? Is it wrong that I still think about him even though I'm with my baby daddy? Is it wrong that if given the option, I wouldn't say no to him if he asked for me to come back to him? Am I just using my baby daddy to forget another guy? I'm so confused and I feel like I'm doing something completely and utterly wrong. Am I doing something wrong?