Tonight I posted on my snap that had Rihanna and something about past self and new self and I wrote how after I got kicked out I had the option to stay or be on my own with no support and I chose to leave the abuse. My ex commented and said "You were kicked out?" And I told him ya and then he told me about his parents trying to downsize, he was also my neighbor. Hell sometimes post to his story when he visits his parents, the back of his car but it mainly shows my parents house. We've been broken up for 4 years but we had a lot of firsts together in high school. Prom, Learning to drive, Sleep overs, supporting new hobbies, Laying on the grass at our school at night looking at the stars and him pointing how the towers look like they spell love, etc. And his best bud in the beginning of our relationship got a picture of the back of us holding hands walking and said this is what we'll show our grandkids. I know it's been a while, but he will now and then will comment on saying he's glad I got away from my mom. I've changed a lot and so has he. I was very insecure while with him because of my mom and her always tracking me and trying to break us up. In the past couple years he's asked if I wanted to meet up for coffee and I declined. I know he'll probably ask in the future but I think he has a GF now but idk how serious. I'm letting go, but he has a special place in my heart