Whyyyy? 😭 gross warning UPDATE

NotAverage • You can do all things through Christ... except try me 💁

First trimester constipation is literally kicking my ass. I’ve thrown up from the pain a few days ago! I’m dying on the toilet right now, curled over in a painful ball. I started using stool softeners but I forgot them last night 😩 will this be my life now?! Omg 🤮😭

So this isn’t constipation after all. It’s a ruptured ectopic pregnancy and now I’m waiting for surgery. I’m ripped apart emotionally as this will be my 4th loss. Pray for me