So, I am definitely pregnant and it definitely feels surreal even typing this. I took like 4 tests this morning because I’m crazy.

And the best of all...

I almost feel numb to this because it’s so hard to comprehend this is real after all of this time.

- 1.5 years in the making

- Hundreds of opks and hpt ($$$)

- Hormone testing/HSG

- 4 cycles of clomid

- Low sperm count & motility

- An endless amount of tears and heartache.

This just seems so incredibly unreal to me. I am in awe of seeing these lines pop up. I honestly feel like I’ve died every day waiting for this moment. And now it’s finally here. I am so happy, I don’t think I could possibly find the words to express it.

I cried so hard when I saw the digital say pregnant.

We are heading to the water park tomorrow and I was going to wait to tell my husband then, but I don’t want him suspicious why I’m not going into the hot tub or some crazy wild water ride. I’ll update tomorrow more details and how it goes. Waiting until dinner tonight to tell him, since he is going to work soon.

I have no way to describe it other than I believe in miracles. All these odds against us and here we are defying them. Unbelievable.

Thank you all for being here. I’m so thankful that I never had to feel like I am going through this journey alone. You are all brave. You are warriors. ❤️