My husband was out of town for work when I found out I was pregnant. He came home to this in our living room. I swear he was like a kid on Christmas. He was so happy. He left again 3 days after telling him and was gone for 32 days. He made it home for my 10 week appointment. We were so excited to hear that little heart beat and see a blob on that screen, but we didnt get any of it. Instead we saw sad eyes that didnt want to give us the devastating news. We never got to hear that heart beat. That was 3 months ago. We are TTC again. Its frustrating and I still cry often, whether if its seeing a pregnant woman and being jealous or starting my period once again. I try to be strong but something I always think about, is telling my husband next time won't be fun.. it will be scary. I want to be excited to see that plus sign but at the same time Im sooo scared!