A lot to say

I’m a senior in high school, which is probably to be considered he most stressful time of one’s life. I’m not sure, but I feel like I’m teetering near a cliff and am only just a few inches from falling. Of course being the Senior Ambassador at school and being part of the National Honor Society means I can’t. I’m not sure what to do anymore. Anytime I try to tell a friend they all laugh it off because it’s just ‘me being me’. And the only one true friend I had, I can no longer relate to. Because he had started dating my other friend and they’ve distance themselves from everyone else. I can’t tell my mother because she’s always in grad school. I support her and all but I feel like we don’t connect anymore and I feel like it’s all my fault. I just feel so exhausted lately, but I know because of all the expectations I’m held up to, I can’t let myself show weakness. No matter how desperately I want to.