Every month since we’ve been trying to conceive (which is going on 18 months now) I tell myself I won’t test I won’t test but seeing all these BFP being posted reels in my anxiety and I end up testing. Period due in 6 days took a first response this morning and received yet another BFN. I’m really considering stopping my Clomid doses, deleting all my <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android">fertility apps</a> and GIVING UP. I’m so happy for all my mothers to be but I can’t help but feel envious. Congratulations to all the mothers to be and cherish the gift that has been giving to you.