Tired of having late periods

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So I've been having lower back aches , my boobs hurt so bad to the touch , lower cramps today I've had some pain in my right side . I'm tired of getting my hopes up thinking i May be pregnant . So I'm just gonna wait and see I'm a day late last month is 4 days late and this Month I'm late again .. 🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦😢😢😢😢😢 I'm so tired of trying ... Real live about to give up and it will happen when it happens I guess...