At a young girl being raised by my father his female friends told him to me on Depo-Provera birth control shot and he did I was 17 when I got my first shot and was almost 31 years old when I got off the shot how's a long time but I also know that I shouldn't bring children into the world but I was going over to take care of and at that time in my life I was all over the place irresponsible but now it's different I've matured I've grown spiritually and financially and I have this wonderful man that I want to spend and share the rest of my life with and all I want to do right now at 39 is giving babies he's told me that he's okay if we don't have children but that's just something I'm not going to be able to live with so I'm hoping me having fibroids removed off my uterus doing fertility Yami stings and taking good care of my health to hopefully one day I'll be able to bring a child into this world but I'm so praying for a 2019 baby I just want to thank you guys for all your information as you all go along your journey some things have been very helpful to me didn't mean to write a book but just how I'm feeling today