5 months ago I had a missed miscarriage at 10 weeks (stopped growing around 6weeks) just before that pregnancy I had another loss at 4week 6days. Going by suspected ovulation I should be 8 weeks tomorrow. We had a scan at 6w4d but all that was seen was a tiny gestational sac (5.2mm) and an even tinier yolk sac (1.2mm) I’m hoping the measurements were just off because despite rising hcg I’m not convinced all is well. My hcg with my missed miscarriage was 10990 at 6 weeks exactly. This time at 7 weeks (a week ago tomorrow) my hcg was 13598. I was supposed to get one done today but apparently the order wasn’t sent over as promised and the assistant that was supposed to do it is out of the office until next week (she failed to tell me that yesterday 😒), my OB is on vacation and the nurse practitioner that okayed it was out of the office today. When things like this happen I can’t help but get a bad feeling. My early loss in July started a couple hours after I wasn’t able to book my first appointment because they were out of the office. My missed miscarriage I just kept getting these feelings of anxiety and I kept pushing back ordering the Sneak Peek test only to lose it. What if I couldn’t get my blood drawn today because my hcg is dropping? I even had bad anxiety about even going to get it done in the first place. And to make matters worse my bf said he’s done if this one doesn’t make it. He’s actually looking into a vasectomy 😢