Ughhh

Lately I’ve been missing my bf so much, more than normal. We only see each other like every other weekend for right now for different reasons and I always miss him but usually I’m occupied with class and whatever else to brush it off. I’m still occupied and we talk on the phone every night but I still miss him so much. It is mainly in the mornings like right after I wake up and the rest of the morning I’m all upset and even on the verge of crying I miss him so much. My period isn’t coming soon or anything so idk why all of a sudden I’ve been an emotional wreck. I really don’t wanna talk to him about it because honestly I’m embarrassed by how upset I’m getting. Also it’s nothing new with not getting to see him very often.