What would you think if your husband choice money and people lies over his own wife. And family on there side say shit about his wife. Then just want to keep wanting keep you then leave again. And a woman that can ever say no to her husband at all because she is so madly deeply in love with him so much. And it hurts so much every time he dose I don't know what to do anymore. And these all my emotions. How I feel. Any one out that can help me out please no bashing aloud on either party please. I try being where others when don't want me then gets mad. Then I also can't feel the love also with some else. I am just over and lost I don't know what to do any more. I don't want to give up at all. I want to stay married to him. I know he still loves me but he listens to much bull shit it is on real.