Ugh😑

So in December the guy I was dating for a while and I decided to try to have a baby, he then broke up with me, luckily I wasn't pregnant! I got back on birth control, but I haven't exactly made the greaaaaatest choices during the last two months since this breakup... Aaaanyway, my period is now two days late and I'm telling myself not to panic because in December I was four days late.... But I don't know man I have a bad feeling. I'm not really in a financial position for a baby, and there's two potential bd's if I was pregnant and I really firmly don't believe in abortion and couldn't emotionally handle adoption. Idk if I want advice or just needed to vent but either way, thank you ladies❤️