Waiting... always waiting...

I’ve hit an all time low.

Been trying for a baby with my partner for quite some time now, at first I stressed about it ‘ getting the timings right’ etc none of which ever succeeded.

I gave up, I stopped stressing and boom! I found out I was pregnant.. how ever, 11 days later I was hit with the dreaded day, I’ll never forget, 11 days of total happiness just ripped away.

Good few months on now and we’re trying again, hoping and praying for our rainbow baby, but nothing seems to be happening, I’ve tried OTK, I’ve tried having wild nights out and ‘pushing everything to one side’ but here I am awaiting Aunt Flo in 4 days time, crossing every inch of my body this time might be the RIGHT time, but I think I know already that this is another month of failure.

At what point can you request help from your GP?

All I ever want is to be able to have a baby and become a mum.

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