Do you see where I’m coming from/thoughts?

Okay so a little bit ago (2-9) I guess you could say me & this dude got into an argument. Idk but we were just sending long paragraphs to eachother I’ll post the messages below.

What he said made me sad..😞 and I don’t think he knows why I felt that way, I had feelings for him (he probably doesn’t know) which is why I would get upset when he was talking to other girls, I also know he isn’t talking to them for no reason and is gonna/did meet up with them which I definitely don’t fw. Like why would I want to fuck with you if you’re over here kissing/touching/talking to and messing with other girls? Do you get where I’m coming from?

He also knows I wanted a relationship but like what makes me think that we are gonna be in a relationship if you’re over here messing with other girls?..

I know I shouldn’t have cared and have no right to be upset but I did care..and it did make me sad. I’m sorry 😕 I had feelings for you & wanted you... I know you’re single & can do what you want I still would get upset though.. I really did like you

(I also made it clear from the start that if he wanted to mess with me I didn’t want him doing anything with other girls) Thoughts?

It’s all my fault...😞 I’m sad, I wish he wanted to date me

I wish he would change his mind and actually give me/ “us” a chance..😞

Wouldn’t you get sad/upset if the person you had feelings for and wanted was talking to/messing with other girls?

Edit- Was it all my fault? I’m still not over him and hope he changes his mind but I doubt he will... and I know that he’s single and can do whatever he wants.. still was hurt though😕 and made me sad.