Yeah Nope I am not!

I would love to be, my husband and I have been trying to het Pregnant for over a year. I am starting to think I am just not meant to be a mother. I work with infants all under the age of 1. I love them all like they are my own. It’s just hard, motherhood is something I have always wanted. And even more being married and buying a house. I can’t afford the other way of getting pregnant so I hope I can be a mother. I just needed to vent hope you all are ok with that.