This is my second pregnancy. I remember feeling this way when I was pregnant last time but I didn't actually realize it until now. I'm sort of in a situation where I no longer feel beautiful, I feel just constantly 'thrown together'. I don't feel anything actually. I don't know. If I can explain it the best way, I'm basically telling you I feel as if I have no feelings. I'm just going through my days constantly doing the same thing every day, and it sucks but it's my life. I'm a mom I take care of my son all day while my hubby works, clean and cook dinner