Anyone else having a severely difficult time feeling okay with their body??

I made the mistake of stepping on the scale this morning because I feel HUGE!!! And I am now a crying mess ☹️

***before I get attacked, I have worked extremely hard the last 2 years to get to my pre-pregnancy weight from 200 lbs to 135... I’ve always been an emotional eater and once I veere off my diet there’s no sense of self control anymore. The day I found out I was pregnant I was 145 and today I was 153 I’m 6 WKS 5 Days.***