Asking for prayers

My husband and I have been married since September. Our sweet little boy was born in January. A little back story on us: he wants to be an actor and I support anybody’s dreams. Well now we have a kid and he has been leaving every weekend to go film some small movies. He just expects me to watch the baby. I love my time with my son so I’m not complaining about that part of it. He doesn’t help what so ever. It just feels like I have a room mate. He lost his job right when I went on maternity leave so we had to move in with my mom. She has a 2 bedroom apartment attached to her house so we have our own space. It’s been 6 weeks since I gave birth and he’s already hounding me on when I’m going back to work because he wants to move so he doesn’t have to drive 20 minutes to and from work. In all honesty I would rather him just leave. We have no relationship. He’s just an extra load of laundry and a mouth I have to feed. I hate feeling like this but he puts 0 effort into this. We start counseling in 2 weeks but I’m

In the mindset I could not care less if we get a divorce. Has anybody went through counseling and it work ? It’s also Christian based.