9 days late and feeling super sad :(

I've been posting everyday for last 4 days with pregnancy tests but all have been negative. I don't get it 😭

the excitement of thinking maybe im pregnant is gone because i feel like if i was pregnant it would for sure show by now :(

9 days late, cd39, 23dpo. My longest cycle was 32 days. At this point i should be ovulating for this month but clearly I'm not because i haven't even gotten my period from last month yet. I'm so confused. I had light cramps the week of my missed Period and then they went away. Anyone get a positive this late?

Also the week of my missed period i had cramps as if my period was starting but now they are gone and I'm just nauseous and exhausted