Kinda getting depressed

Atosha

My babyboy was due 2.25 and he's still not here 😢. I had my membrane scrapped twice and nothing I'm almost 2 cm(last checked 2.27), I thought I was going into labor last night the contractions were intense but I was able to go sleep and I didn't wanna go to the hospital and be sent home. My induction is scheduled for Monday but there saying it might not take and they'll send me home too i just wanna hold him already