Been together with my boyfriend for almost three years. Yeah I have trust issues still he’s not reassuring even though I bring it up all the time, hr claims to do it but I just don’t buy it. I go through his phone once in great while found some rather like really kind of texts. One convo was with his ex who was like your not there for me and you made empty promises. He also sets his hopes way too high he donesnt have a set career neither so I but I’m independent I make my own path. There was also another convo that was a tinder one I can’t find his tinder but if I ever do I really want to rip him a new one. It sucks because he always spends all his money on me and always says he loves me and gives me affection but even though I have more of a drive then him and I have to aske for it. Is it really worth all of the lies cause he lies to my face and denies it. Heck he told me and showed me that he deleted his Snapchat but I looked on the phone and he only hid it. I don’t know if I really want to spend the rest of my life with him is it really something I’ll have to live with. I love him too but my trust is gone and I’ll be always on my toes.