I need a friend...

I had two friends all throughout school. My first friend (let's call her Milli) I met when I was in 2nd grade and we went to the same school all the way up until 9th grade when she moved to Detroit. We made friends with a girl in 8th grade (let's call her Emily) and we were instantly best friends! Well Emily and I went to the same high school all 4 years, we grew very close and she ended up moving in with my family senior year due to issues at her home.5 months After we graduated she met at jackass (let's refer to him as that) and fell in love with him. I met my now husband just 2 months after that. Anyway I started school and I thought Emily would to be she completely shocked me when she told me jackass doesn't think its smart to go in debt with student loans

So she got a job at buffalo wild wing instead "for now" 🙄 Whatever, fast forward to 6 months later ,shes pregnant! Honestly I was happy for her. I've always seen babies as a blessing and jackass was a good father to his other kid so. She moved in with him. Then on her birthday she comes to my house with a pregnancy test and insists I take it because of a "very vivid dream " she had 🤔 and what the f.ck do you know...2 lines

I was like ooookkkkk where did you get this fake test! 😂 it was confirmed by a doctor later that week.

We were pregnant together! Best friends! I wanted a girl she wanted a boy. She had a girl in October. I had a boy in December 😂 so we made each other the God mom. we went through everything together. We were at each others Delivery and baby shower. But then her and jackass started having problems... me and her grew distant and our now 3 year olds hardly know each other. It breaks my heart... I reach out to her to no avail 😔 now I'm pregnant with my 2nd and I have no one to talk to... I'm a stay at home mom (with a degree which is useless😂 ) but it gets boring and I have to admit I'm not as excited about this pregnancy as I want to be because I feel like nobody else will be as excited as me (excluding my husband)

Anyway Detroit changed Milli😂 she moved back a year after high school, I still love her but she's wild now😂😂

She's not into kids but she loves my kid like a nephew. So sorry this is so pointlessly long but I got baggage and I'm lonely dammit😂