I’m with an amazing guy now I love him so very much and we’ve been together almost a year and he was my first for a lot of things, but I still feel so gross knowing my ex saw me naked in pictures and in person a few times and even the thought of dating him makes me feel dirty. And I don’t feel that way because we’re broken up, like he actually was gross and shorter and smaller than me and I even think he is gay since all his friends and even my friend and her family who are related to him thinks so too. Has anyone ever just felt gross about one of their exes and just wish they could erase stuff they did with any guy besides the one they’re with?