Hello. I'm 8w2d

Had apt today.

Did vaginal scan, found one baby.. Beautiful hb. See a shadow, hmmm. She starts moving around. We see a second baby and heartbeat was flickering.

Twins. Her and her midwives student and myself and husband all saw it.

They squeeze me in for an ultrasound abdominally, ultrasound tech says it's a subronic hematoma, SCH. Huh. I was confused because we saw what we saw. He did not do a vaginal scan,

He is saying because it was from underneath the baby, initial baby, was showing up in the SCH.

Can that happen?

Should I stop obsessing. I'm so damn happy and blessed about our healthy bean. And then I got even more excited. And then it was shattered, I feel like a piece of shit for feeling sad about it. I'm so excited about my little fighter baby.

Anyways.

Thoughts.