Anticipation

Man do I have a story to tell... I guess I’ll jump right in because this subject has been completely bugging me all week...

Okay so I met this guy in my class and we ended up working together on a couple assignments because to be completely honest he has a staring problem, my first time meeting him as I walked in the classroom and down the steps of the auditorium our class was being held in I noticed him staring me down, literally eating me alive with his eyes. So he introduced himself and I told him my name, then we exchanged numbers all that good stuff and what not and a weeks started going by... we’ve had casual text conversations and FaceTime a little sometimes we will talk on the phone too all that stuff. He plays sports so he’s not always on campus so we talk mostly about assignments he’s missed and I offer to help him get caught up when I can. One day he mentioned to me how he thought I was real cute and he wanted to quote on quote “see how cute I was in different positions” this was not news to me I already knew what wassup, HE STARES SO FREAKIN MUCH... so we make plans to do the nasty when he returns from playing one of his away games... I caught my dot and plans ended up getting pushed back so now I’m real curious just thinking of what his dick can do to me... he’s from New York which is a weakness of mine, their accents are so fine. So now every time I masturbate I found my mind drifting thinking of what sleeping with him is going to be like. He’s super tall like 6’8 and I’m 5’4 another turn on, and he has a nice complexion, a little beard on him and he’s not that bad lookin of a dude... so now all this anticipation has built up and I want him. Keeping in mind this can either be some really good sex, or the worst sex I’ve encountered yet... I wanted it to be some really good sex I really did. I could just imagine his dick being tall like him, and thick with the veins gorging out as I suck the tip and deep throat it before I get on top and please myself with him... I had all these fantasies planned... so then it happened our night finally came and we decide to take things to my place since I live alone and off campus, he has roommates. So we finish some homework and he sings a couple of songs and I see what his taste in music is like... not really what I was expecting but it was cute, he likes old school joints real old school like my parents type. I like that too. And then he starts massaging my shoulders and gets me out my shirt, I know he had been waiting for months to see the twins, they sit real nice and he y’all know, he stares so freakin much... so I lay back and let him slip his hands in my pants and he starts fingering me, his fingers long but real skinny so it feels okay. I reach over and massage his dock through his pants and then next thing I know we both end up naked he’s still fingering me and I haven’t seen the dick yet. So I pull back the cover and it’s revealed 😩😩😩 not what I had expected but maybe his stroke is good... he has a pencil dick and not like a full #2 pencil either like it was a good 5 inches and skinny... I had never seen a dick like this in my life. So I give him some head, maybe it’s not done growing 🤷🏾‍♀️ nope, it is that’s it. So he goes inside and I barely feel him... then he starts thrusting harder and I feel him a little but it was frustrating cause it felt like he was just teasing my cat at this point barely reaching any of my spots. So he starts hitting it from the back real hard, and I feel him but it just hurts cause he smashing so hard. So finally he catches his nut and things are over but I can’t believe I was so excited to get just that... and as a person he seems real sweet definitely not the stuck up athlete type I was kind of expecting him to be... but I’m real disappointed his sex wasn’t all that I had anticipated it to be, like I set myself up or something and it sucks... I would’ve been celibate a whole year in April but I broke it early cause I was so curious for his sex and look 🤦🏾‍♀️🤦🏾‍♀️🤦🏾‍♀️ and also it was kind of weird because the whole time he was humping me he kept moaning how he been wanting me and was tired of imagining how good my pussy would be when I walked passed him in class. But yes this is my story, waiting a whole year for some good sex and ended up adding yet another whack one to the list... I believe collectively as women we need to start letting these men know when they’re just mediocre so we can start catching our nuts too!!!! Any advice for me moving forward ? I’d like to hear some opinions and everything as well !