Confused, down, sad, feeling blah about life

I just feel so down. I feel like I want to do so much with my life and I will never achieve what I want.

I’m so curious how my life will turn out. I want to do so much and be so much. I’ve been thinking about seeing a psychic. I just feel so lost and I want some clarity. Any advice on that???

I have friends but none that I can talk to about this, I feel like I’m a burden and negative so I just put on a happy face for them. My parents are judgemental and harsh on me so I never really talk to them. I feel so confused about my career and just direction in general.

I just want a crystal ball to look at so I can see what the future holds