I needed to get my feelings out in a poem

I haven’t been writing in a while (I’m 15) and though I wrote this quickly I needed to get my feelings out I had so many emotions swirly my brain (I’m no longer depressed) if my poem comes across this way, it’s not my best but it’s a start I’d love feedback or writing prompts. I keeping this anon because I’m nervous it’s not good but here goes nothing

Sorry for my sloppy writing except not really because it flowed out of me so fast I couldn’t take time for neatness.