I wish you never hurt me

When I first hung out with you , you were perfect. I was convinced you were a gift from God. I was just praying for you. I fell in love after just one night. Everyday I spend it with you & every night. I got pregnant and prayed everyday to have a little man to name him after you. You abandoned us & denied our boy. You didn’t speak to me for a while. I still prayed every night for us then cried myself to sleep. I let you back in. A month before giving birth to your son I found out you cheated on me with multiple woman. Not because you told me but the girls reached out. I was devastated. I was heartbroken. I had never felt anything like that pain. You dragged me thru dirt and disrespected me and your son. I went crazy literally screaming my heart out while carrying your son. I still forgave you but everything has changed. Our love isn’t pure anymore. You don’t make my heart skip a beat. My love for you died a lot. I still love you but I will be okay with out you. You broke my heart and I went thru that heartbreak. It just has to get to the point where I don’t care and I will walk away. I’m almost there.