My heads a mess!!

Ok so we got our bfp on 6th match but my brain will not let me believe it. I had a moment of tears last night as I was terrified to do something wrong and still can’t believe it!! My husband keeps telling me everything is absolutely fine and I am pregnant but my brain won’t allow it!!! I convinced myself it wouldn’t ever happen 🤦🏻‍♀️ I’m still testing 5 days later and I have to wait until 3rd April for a doctor to confirm it. That feels like ages away 🙈! Tell me I’m not alone? I have no symptoms other than bloating and I’m exhausted! This was this mornings test..how can my brain not let me believe that 🤦🏻‍♀️ xx