The “I don’t know”

My boyfriend shared with me that he is struggling with his current job and wants to find something else to do. I have supported him in anything he needs to do get a temporary job until he finds what he wants to do. He has 1 semester left in college and it seems like he doesn’t want to graduate because I don’t think he wants to do something in his degree path. He said he’s just graduating to graduate. All he says is I don’t know. I am also worried because he is pretty quiet and I feel like I have to pull this info out of him and it scares me for what he is feeling and hiding from me and I just want him to be open with me and I have told him that.

For me it is hard to see someone I love struggle and I just want to help, but I don’t know how and this is making my anxiety consume me. I have been in his place before and am just barely seeing the light at the end of the tunnel but I can’t stop crying, because I care so much for other people.

I don’t share about my anxiety or minor depression at times and just push it away like I don’t need to talk to anyone or get on medications but right now it seems like i have reached my breaking point.

I don’t know what to do for him or for myself