Can’t shake the feeling that I’m not done 🤷🏼‍♀️

I’ve always wanted 2 kids. I got a boy and girl close in age. Logically it’s perfect. However, I feel like we’re not complete. But I’m so torn because as much as I want another baby I also want to feel like I’m really enjoying the kids that I have now and that’s hard for me sleep deprived and hormonal lol it takes me a long time to get back to myself postpartum.. what would you do?