Porn 😉

Okay, so, yesterday morning my fiance and I were arguing and in the middle of it he said he has been watching porn for almost a year now, now he had a porn addiction in the past but I thought that he got rid of it. So I spent a couple hours screaming at him and sobbing. I'm still pissed and worried that he prefers porn over me, and that I'm not attractive to him anymore. I feel like I can't leave him alone or he will watch it, and I feel like he thinks about porn while having sex. I feel betrayed and ugly. I don't think he should need it unless he's losing his attraction to me 🤦🏻‍♀️ I've made it so clear to him that I don't want porn in the relationship and for (almost) five years he's been doing good I guess. Idk how I'll be able to trust him again since he's been hiding it