AF showed her face after 8 days

I have never been more than 2 days late a day in my life - this last cycle I was 8 days late and with every passing day I couldn’t help but get excited... today at work, I went to the bathroom and found that AF had arrived. I felt like my heart shattered into a million pieces, but being at work had to hold it together. Arrived home and I am now drinking wine straight from the bottle and crying my eyes out with a heating pad on my cramping belly. I cannot believe that while trying NOT to have a baby, my period was 100% regular and all of a sudden 6 months into trying to have baby, my period decides to come 8 days late. Just devastated ladies, I know 6 months isn’t terribly long but I thought this was finally it... 😭