17 weeks/6 months

Today I make 17 weeks. I have a beautiful little boy growing inside me.... and hoping that next week we receive good news that he is heart healthy. Today, my little girl would have been 6 months. Sometimes I feel so lost. As happy as I am to have a chance for another, I miss my little girl SO damn much. It is so confusing. Literally no one in my life knows I am pregnant except my immediate family. NO coworkers, NO friends. And you guys... my August 2019 mommy group. It can be so lonely and so confusing, grieving while trying to remain positive about the future. Praying to find some form of comfort and peace. Thanks for reading ❤️❤️❤️