I’m so upset, i don’t know what to do 😭

I am miserable at work. My legs swell like balloons. I’m exhausted. My ass and back hurt like hell. This morning I’ve been awake for hours in awful pelvic pain.

At my 38 week appointment this morning I mention that I want to start taking off next week and she’s like “get some compression socks and keep working. Sure he could come in a week, but he could be in there for three weeks still.”

After such a rough night and being absolutely miserable at work this week, I just broke down in my car. All my husband had to say was “guess doctor knows best”.

Anyone want to seal me in my fucking coffin? I am never gonna have this baby 😭