Rant???

So I’m 19 and my boyfriend is 20. We both have jobs and could easily get a place to live (I’m at school so there’s no point right now) I’ve been thinking about transferring to the community college by him and getting my OTA degree so I could start working in my field before returning to grad school. He says that if I choose to do so we could possibly start ttc. I desperately want to have a baby. I know I’m destined to be a mommy. Being that I am already thinking about transferring I don’t know if the thought of being able to start a family is pushing my decision to transfer or if I’m really just not ready for grad school. I really want to have a baby. I’m fascinated with the thought of being pregnant and bringing a bundle of joy into the world, I just don’t want my bf to feel like I forced him into it if I transfer.