Officially getting nervous

I have mild to moderate generalized anxiety. Oddly enough, the thought of labor didn't stress me. I literally worry about things months in advance and have been known to worry about things years in advance. LESS THAN TWO DAYS before induction, I'm just now starting to get nervous. But its hitting...

I go in at 9 tomorrow to check dilation.

Last week I was 70% effaced and 1.5 dilated. She's happy with effacement but said she wants me at around a 3 to start induction.

If I've made no progress from last week, I get admitted tomorrow night to start the "pre" induction.

If I'm at around a 3, I go on Tuesday morning.

Yeah...wont be sleeping the next couple of nights..