Fertility depression

I got really depressed last cycle after ovulation until the end of my next period. That was our 6th month trying and I just let myself assume that I wasn’t pregnant or I would get my hopes up to only get a negative test. I cried myself to sleep almost every night and just had a rough time. I just ovulated again a few days ago and can feel myself going into a depressive state again. I hate(d) this feeling and am wondering if anyone else gets this as well? And any advice?