Hubby wants to wait longer

Rebecca

So me and hubby talked when we first got married and we want a baby soon or so I thought. I think he wants to wait longer now. To be completely honest I'm scared to wait longer. I've had cyst on my ovaries since I can remember. Thats why I was put on birth control and told no to take a little white pills at the end and go on to the next pack to not ovulate and not get a period so my cyst would not happen. So I'm really scared to wait because I want to know now if I can get pregnant without help of if we need some help or alot of help. I just want to know. I also want a baby I'm 25 years old he's 30 I don't want to be starting a family super late in life. I want a big family so starting late I'm not going to get that family. I want a good age gap between the kids and I know my husband does to. Idk I know we aren't super stable with money and he wants to do all of this stuff that we don't really want to have a baby or a toddler to worry about but I want a family. Sorry I know this is rambling thank for reading 😁