No one understands

So I was sexually abused when I was young. My parents know but they somehow think bc this occurred when I was young, it wouldn’t affect me. Yet I have vivid memories of it and that has had changed me a lot. My values, views, perspective, etc. My mom had confronted me that I don’t like men and have a negative attitude towards them. And makes remarks of me being lesbian. I’m actually bisexual and still in the closet. But it hurts me that she is so insensitive of the topic and comes at me like I don’t live w the after effects of the incident. Now I’m here. Crying. Thanks for reading ❤️