Heartbroken 💔💔💔

So today my boyfriend broke up with me. Saying that I was being selfish with my feelings and emotions about moving to his hometown (Philly) which I didn’t have a problem with....this is my second child and I need and want my family with me throughout my pregnancy cause I’m used to it. I told him I wanted to give birth where I live( NC) because I feel comfortable and already have that relationship with my doctors...but I haven’t met he’s family yet (only his parents) so I didn’t feel comfortable moving like we planned on so soon but of course once I felt ready I was going to move with him....I’ve been crying and stressing all day. Hurting knowing that I’m back in the same situation I was with my daughter. Idk how to move on knowing that I have to kids to raise on my own while he’s in another state and more than likely in another relationship. I can’t think straight, I stressed myself out to the point where I’m cramping really bad. I feel alone and not heard. He was so hard on me when I needed his love and comfort 😔💔 he left me when I was at my lowest trying to get myself back together... once again I’ve gotten my heartbroken😞🤦🏽‍♀️💔😪 I feel like some guys don’t know how it feel to be pregnant and emotional 😞