I’m 18 weeks pregnant tomorrow with rainbow baby girl 💕

Had a miscarriage in September, baby was 7 weeks old.

We found out by genetic testing that it was a boy.

We named him Kaël. (like Mickaël, the french form of Michael).

I still hurt everyday.

As I’m closer and closer to his due date (May 20th) I feel really emotional.

We were extremely lucky to be pregnant again after such a short time but this feeling is still with me, I’m still paranoid every day that something happened to my growing baby girl.

I hope I’m not alone in all of this. I know I am not.

My rainbow baby is due August 25th and I can’t wait to hold her in my arms💜.