Ttc at 37, am i crazy? I think so.

So im 37, married and already have 5 children. My oldest being 18, my daughter 14, my youngest daughter 6, another son who's 2 and my youngest will be 1 tomorrow. I had a chemical pregnancy last month, and the cycle have a vvvvvvvf +. Everyone already thinks it's crazy but I want one more. My last full term pregnancy was rough. I had high blood pressure throughout the whole 37 weeks I carried, worked 6 days a week doing home health care all while taking care of my littles. I was planning on having a tubal after my last baby but my gut said don't do it. Im thankful I followed my intuition.

What's everyone else's story? Anyone cray cray like me? Lol 😂😂😂