My heart is full

I saw my little bean the first time today and I swear i’ve never been so happy in my life. I was terrified for all the worst possible outcomes. I was scared they would tell me i would have to get my baby removed. I had so many thoughts and fears. But everything is PERFECT. I’m measuring right on time at 9 weeks. The heartbeat is 170 BPM. He or she is a little wiggle worm for sure! The movements were amazing to see 😍

It looks like the baby has his back to me but are there any theories about gender? I know it’s not logical but i just can’t stand not knowing 😂