Adding a second girl UPDATE

My boyfriend and I added another girl to our sex life.

The reasoning behind this is essentially he’s watched way to much porn and wanted to try it.

It started with a threesome and he’s fucked her twice solo, first was to practice BDSM, second was today and cause he wanted a quick fuck and prefers to spend an hour with with.

I got videos during and the entire time I’m watching I’m thinking “I’m better than she is” which I though was just the possessiveness talking.

An hour later I send him a video of me stripping and he says “This is just between us but you look hotter than me fucking her is” and he kept going on about how I was really so much better than her.

For all the people who will say “I would never” or “how are you okay with this?!”

This is my relationship. My boyfriend was extremely sheltered and has a crap ton of fantasies he wants to do before we marry and I am happy to go along.

I’m honestly not okay with it 100%, as my sex life went down, but the romantic part went up. I feel as though I’m in competition almost.

My boyfriend has an extremely high sex drive, and he’s told me he knows how busy I am with school and such and doesn’t want to stress me out more with his demands, for example sexting in class, ditching to flash him. He constantly reassures me I’m. Better than her in every way and that is way I am going along with it

UPDATE:

WELL I JUST FOUND SOME INTERESTING SHIT

ALL DAY HES BEEN GOING ON ABOUT HOW MUCH HE LOVES ME AND WANTS TO MARRY

WHILE TEXTING HER WE ARENT EVEN A COUPLE

oooohhh someone’s gonna have some shit to crawl outta