Baby shower Saturday at 37 weeks

Okay so my MIL is throwing me and my husbands baby shower. I’m super thankful and beyond appreciative for the support his family has given me over the course of a lot. It’s just I feel sad because I only have one good friend that’s coming and only one to invite really😫 but I also don’t have a huge closely knit family. So the only people coming for me is my sister, bestfriend, and my mother. My grandma is sick in the hospital. So it’s mostly gone be all his family. He didn’t really invite friends but I just feel like she’s going all out for what could’ve been a simple plain gathering to welcome our son. I also understand it’s her first grandchild so she’s excited. Just sad I won’t have as many people there that shows I have people that love and support me like he does. I know it may be stupid but I just feel embarrassed to not have really anyone there for me.